day two and a half!

This is day two and a half of having 5 children---okay, one almost 19 y/o and a teen and three others. Wow, "this is a great adventure"---(to coin a phrase from Steven Curtis Chapman's song)
We are practicing hospitality Lord. We may not always get it right, but we are trying to be obedient and we look with wonder to the cross and say thank you! Thank you for saving us, thank for commissioning us and thank you for laying your life down so that we might live.
I love you Jesus!
Upon your rock I will stand, I will hide in the cleft of your wing...I will serve you all the days of my life---at least try too! :)

The Word

Okay, Honestly, I took this from someone else's blog. It is so good and encouraging for where I am right now. So Word of God Speak

"Come to me for understanding, since I know you far better than you know yourself. I comprehend you in all your complexity; no detail of your life is hidden from Me. I view you through eyes of grace, so don't be afraid of My intimate awareness. Allow the Light of My healing Presence to shine into the deepest recesses of your being - cleansing, healing, refreshing, and renewing you. Trust Me enough to accept the full forgiveness that I offer you continually. This great gift, which cost Me my life, is yours for all eternity. Forgiveness is at the very core of My abiding Presence, I will never leave you or forsake you.

When no one else seems to understand you, simply draw closer to Me. Rejoice in the One who understands you completely and loves you perfectly. As I fill you with My Love, you become a reservoir of love, overflowing into the lives of other people." --Psalm 139:1-4, 2 Corinithians 1:21-22, Joshua 1:5

The "gift"

I hear this a lot "You are so blessed to have the gift of hospitality" Ha! Actually, I really do not have a "gift" of hospitality. Just ask my family. Go ahead. They'll tell you. Early on in my marriage I was challenged in this area when I read in the Bible that we are to PRACTICE hospitality. I took that verse literally, shouldn't we all? We lived in an extremely tiny apartment and the kitchen was the size of the bathroom we have now---maybe smaller!
Practice makes progress but you would have thought while my daughter and I were getting ready for company last night that I had regressed back to 1995. I cleaned for a week just to have someone over back then! I look back and think I really did not have to scrub all of those baseboards that were clean already... I didn't clean for a week to prepare for last night. I started at 1pm after taking care of children at a local church for a Bible study. Let me just tell you about yesterday, if it could have gone wrong, it did! At one point I sat down and just started crying. It was late afternoon, none of the recipes were doing what they were supposed to, the kitchen was a wreck, I hadn't been able to vacuum in a week and with 4 animals it was pretty gross. We have hardwoods but you could have mistaken it for "Shag Carpeting" :) My house usually stays clean it's just been a busy couple of weeks for us.
Plus my son's car is broken and I got to pick him up from work. One look at his face and I knew I was getting no help from him. I sent him upstairs right when we walked in the door to shower and relax. He needed to. He works so hard! He inspires me!
I have to say if it weren't for my daughter I would have been sunk! During my mini pity party she came over, put her arm around me and just said it's okay mom. We can do this together.
And we did by God's Grace!
I ended up throwing out the dessert and coming up with my own recipe and doing a lot of things differently.We ended up having time to cut fresh flowers from the yard and decorate. In the end I was relaxed and able to focus on breaking bread with other believers. I loved it. It was so much fun! The food was wonderful and the company too.
So no, don't give me the excuse " I just don't have the gift of hospitality" Let me give you the command to practice it---I promise it gets easier. And remember, try to think out of the box when you think hospitality. It isn't just having people over for dinner. Sometimes budget restraints do not permit that, some of us have space issues. I encourage you to think creatively in this area. Ask your church if you can borrow a room and exchange recipes and fellowship. Ask a friend who is willing to share what God has given her to help you practice hospitality. We have hosted many events for other people and have been so blessed to get to meet new people through doing that! We are Christians. What we have is not our own. It is simply entrusted to us. We are caretakers of God's possessions for a season.
If we are in possession of anything we don't want to share our family holds each other accountable. If it is that important to us then maybe we do not need to be in possession of it...I am so thankful for my children and husband. We balance each other out in those areas.
I would love to know how others practice hospitality. Please leave a comment and let me know.

Not our Plan-But yours O'Lord!

We just finished up another day of training. Adrian and I have heard the call to care for the children of Tennessee, the ones that need temporary homes. We did not know there was such a need. Our eyes were opened at a conference in Nashville this past fall. We went to T4A---"Together for Adoption". We had our schedules all set but then out of the blue, Adrian stands up as our class was beginning and says "I am going to this other class over here" and he walked out. So I did the same, except I "accidentally" ended up in the "how to get involved with foster care" class. I am sure that wasn't the name of it but you get the idea. When that session was over, I was enraged, heartbroken, and did I mention enraged? I'll get back to that in a minute. For the next session, I was supposed to meet back up with my husband but lost him in the crowd. So he then "accidentally" went to the "wrong" class---Yeah, you guessed it, the foster care one. (How could so many children need homes--Where is the church? equals me-enraged) But then again I am the church...What was I doing?---adopting, but I "could" do more.
Okay so you already see where this is going right? Well, not quite yet. I simply was NOT open to doing foster care but I now felt like it was my goal in life to motivate others to care for the estimated 115,000 adoptable children "in the system", not counting the ones in foster care that weren't adoptable. Afterall, we are in the process of adopting two children. That's enough, right?
The conference was over and we were headed to a restaurant to meet our Liberian exchange student for the first time when Adrian says to me "so what do you think about foster care?" At the same time my logical mind kicked in with NO-WAY, my spirit was screaming---Yes, what you do for these children you do for me (Jesus). It really doesn't have to be complicated now does it? We didn't have much time to talk so I didn't want to delve into this conversation/controversy right then---ahhhh, we got lost. We had been given more time to talk. I avoided the question like the plague!
But after a wonderful dinner we had a three hour ride home together, alone in the car. The conversation that followed shocked me! My husband, the "used to be" anti-adoption guy was asking if I would consider foster care! Uh NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But God was at work and the Holy Spirit was breaking that heart of ice inside of me. In November we had the awesome incredible privilege of helping to put on an orphan care/adoption seminar at our church. We had worked to schedule several break-out sessions. One of the sessions was on foster care. My husband had talked to a case worker named Scott from ChildHelp. What he had to say about serving the Lord through fostering convicted me beyond belief. That was it! I was sunk.
My husband convinced me that we should sign up for the required classes to foster so we could help educate others and help guide them through the process. Then the movie "The Blind Side" came out, the Lord was pulling out all the stops now. Hollywood. Really?

Yes, it's true. Adrian and I graduated from the required PATH classes last Tuesday, March 9th. PATH stands for Parents As Tender Healers. It is a 30-hour course to teach people how to foster children. Along with that, we went to a first aid training Thursday evening, we spent all day today learning cultural diversity and will spend the majority of tomorrow at a Level II training. Tuesday we will head back to Seymour for a medicine administration class and then Thursday for CPR class.
In the past three or so months we have had a home inspection, multiple interviews, homework, tests, appointments for finger printing, vet appointments to get the animals ready for more children---:) Etc.
Phew! Are you exhausted yet?
We get many weird looks and some strange comments. A lot of people just ask why? Why are you doing this? I simply say because I have to. The Bible does not suggest taking caring of orphans/the fatherless. It commands it. Once our eyes were opened to the need, we couldn't simply walk away and do nothing. So maybe you aren't called to adopt or even to foster. You are called though--to care. You can help us help these children. Please pray for us and the children coming into our home. And if you are inclined we need wooden bunk beds that can separate into twin beds if necessary and twin mattresses. We know the Lord will provide. I also know scripture says in Acts that "there was not a need among them..." So if you are reading this please help us by praying, and give if you can.
My husband gave me a scripture the other day, actually I was listening in on his time with our son in the morning when they get together and read scripture and pray. The scripture was "Do not be slothful in ZEAL" That's it! I am Zealous for the Lord. I love that He loves me and that He called us to such a time as this. So while you think about hospitality, think about ways you can serve the children in your community and around the world. You may not think you can make a difference---Oh, but YOU CAN!
The Harvest is Ripe! The workers are Few! Oh let it never be said we had the chance to serve the Lord and turned and walked away.
To watch a video on the agency we chose to work with click here:

To read more about Child Help click here:http://www.childhelp.org/regional/tennessee
Nancy Reagan referred to a part of this crisis as "America's best kept secret" Now that you KNOW there is a crisis and these children and teens need you, what will you do? You know the secret not get out there and tell someone.
If you want to you can go here: http://justthreemore.blogspot.com/ to read more about the journey the Lord is taking us on with adoption.

"Hospitality to Strangers"

Recently I have been challenged in this area of "Hospitality to Strangers". Not challenged to do it necessarily, but surprisingly, challenged by well meaning individuals because I did do it.
With the author's permission, I am going to share an article here that was printed in the latest "Above Rubies" magazine by a new friend of mine. My husband and I actually met Brenda and her husband in February at a conference in Kentucky. She saw me and recognized the name on my name tag. She had gotten an email to pray for our adoption. I am ALWAYS amazed at how SMALL our world is.
So now I get to share these words of wisdom from my friend, Brenda. She captures the very essence of WHY we do what we do. So Thank you Brenda for encouraging us all.
Ami


How wonderful it is to open my home for an evening of feasting and fellowship amongst my circle of friends and family members! I also enjoy hosting a monthly Above Rubies Bible study with friends to study God’s Word. Everyone enjoys these times to eat together, share our hearts and discuss all the important details of our lives, but what about the idea of showing hospitality to strangers? Am I as a believer in the Lord still expected to feed the hungry, give shelter to the homeless, or open my home at a moment’s notice to the traveler? Jesus said in Matt. 25- “For I was hungry, and you gave Me something to eat; I was thirsty, and you gave Me something to drink; I was a stranger, and you invited Me in; naked, and you clothed Me; I was sick, and you visited Me; I was in prison, and you came to Me.’ Job acknowledged that “The alien has not lodged outside, for I have opened my doors to the traveler”- Job 31:32.

My husband and I recently have had our hearts opened to this type of service. The Lord has been orchestrating one confirmation after another to soften our hearts and open our eyes to the ministry of ‘stranger’ hospitality. We have begun praying for opportunities to serve the needy, the traveler, the stranger, the widow, the sick and the orphan. Being the mother to 6 children with another blessing on the way, it is tiring for me to even think of serving others when I already have a full-time ministry at home with my own family, so we have prayed for ways to help while not burdening our family’s lifestyle of ‘being at home’. I could easily rationalize that by having a Bible study in my home or having other Christian events with friends who are in the same social group as I am is “enough”, but there is a huge difference between fellowshipping among like-minded believers and fellowshipping with the down-trodden of this world. Jesus said, “When you give a luncheon or a dinner, do not invite your friends or your brothers or your relatives or rich neighbors, otherwise they may also invite you in return and that will be your repayment. But when you give a reception, invite the poor, the crippled, the lame, the blind, and you will be blessed, since they do not have the means to repay you; for you will be repaid at the resurrection of the righteous.”-Luke 14:12-13. Am I supposed to do these things out of guilt? No. Am I supposed to do these things to earn my salvation? No. I am told to do these things out of my sheer love for the Lord and out of my desire to honor Him. Because of the compassion, mercy and kindness that Jesus has shown to me- a most undeserving sinner- I must show compassion, mercy and kindness to those who may seem undeserving or unworthy as well.

I was recently on the way home from my appointment with the midwife feeling very tired with a van full of cranky children. My mind was already thinking ahead to being at home, taking a long nap and allowing my husband to cook dinner again. I had been battling morning sickness for a few weeks and my sweet husband had taken over a lot of the chores at home. I almost could feel the soft pillow at naptime- that is until I pulled off the Interstate and saw an elderly lady standing on the side of the road with a bag in one hand. She looked so lost and vacant. Immediately my 17-year-old son said, “Mom, pick her up!” Thoughts were racing through my head- “What do I say to her? What would my husband say? I’ve never done this before! Help, Lord!” I pulled off into the gas station to call my husband and ask his permission to bring her home, but he was not answering! I then recalled the conversations we had been having about how we would be open to having someone over who needed help. I drove up to the lady, rolled the window down and asked where she was going. She said that she was going to the next state and needed a ride. I said, “I am not going that way. I’m heading home. I live right down the road. Would you like to come home with us and have dinner with my family tonight and take a shower?” She looked completely flabbergasted, but seeing that I had several children in the van, she kind of shrugged her shoulders and said, “Well, o.k.” On the drive home, I found out that she shared the same birthday as my mom, which meant that she was only 54, not in her late 60’s like I had thought. My husband opened the door and I saw the look on his face when he saw this down-trodden lady. Before she even got out of the van with her bag, I whispered to him, “Is it all right that she’s here for dinner?” He said, “That’s perfectly fine”. Instead of focusing on my exhaustion and morning sickness, I got right to work in the kitchen preparing dinner. I completely forgot about the nap I was going to take or that I was going to ask my husband to be in charge of dinner again! I learned that when I focus on the needs of others, the troubles and cares of my life melt away almost instantly. We were able to find new clothes for Catherine in a bag of hand-me-downs that someone had just given me the day before. Catherine was very quiet throughout the night she was visiting with our family, but her presence at our dining table was much needed and will never be forgotten.

What if something bad happened to me upon picking her up? What if something bad had happened to my children while opening my home to a stranger? What if I was taken completely advantage of? Oswald Chambers says in his devotional ‘My Utmost For His Highest’: Don’t plan with a concern for evil in mind. Does God really mean for us to plan without taking the evil around us into account? “Love…thinks no evil” (1 Cor. 13:4-5). Love is not ignorant of the existence of evil, but it does not take it into account as a factor in planning.’ I may be stolen from. I may have things taken from my home. I might not be shown gratefulness. But Jesus says that we should “Give to everyone who asks of you, and whoever takes away what is yours, do not demand it back.”- Luke 6:30. And in Isaiah: “…Divide your bread with the hungry and bring the homeless poor into the house; when you see the naked, to cover him.”- Is. 58:7.

Of course, there are many different avenues to help the needy besides bringing a stranger into your home if you are uncomfortable with that idea or if your husband doesn’t approve. Carrying extra bottles of water and packaged snacks in the back of your van for those times when you see someone in need is one way of feeding the hungry. We can minister to the sick by bringing meals to someone who is unable to prepare them for themselves. What about visiting those in prison? How can we do that with our children? Are we even supposed to? There are different types of ‘prisons’ and for some elderly, living in a nursing home against their will is a daily prison. While grown men and women can conduct Bible studies with inmates in a penitentiary, a mother and her children can “adopt” a grandparent in a nursing home. When I have done this with my children, I can see fresh new life in the eyes of someone who previously felt like they were forgotten and alone. Bringing special treats, a hand-written card or reading books are all different ideas of showing hospitality and encouragement to someone who feels imprisoned. Another idea that the Lord gave my family was volunteering with our local women’s shelter to open our home in the afternoons to latchkey children whose single mothers have no other choice but to work a job. We decided to “adopt” a family in which the children can come to our house for a few hours after school, receive some help with homework and see first-hand what a Christian family looks like. We have also asked for the mother to stay for dinner at least once a week so that she can be fed- not only physically, but spiritually as well. The director of this ministry told me that she’s never had anybody offer to do this type of hands-on ‘family care’ before; usually the avenue that people want to help is by donating used clothing or writing a check (which is very helpful!), but when she tells them that what the women really need is to have someone befriend them or come to the shelter and just listen to them, there is not as much interest in this type of volunteering. Why? Is it because we do not want to get ‘dirtied’ by the problems of other people’s lives? Are we afraid we will be taken advantage of? Currently there is no one in our vicinity who is being housed in the emergency shelter, but when the need arises, we look forward to the day when we can open our home to a family in desperate need of compassion, acceptance and Christian love.

I believe we will be given the discernment to know when to act on the Holy Spirit’s leading. But there might be times when we don’t hear a specific ‘yes’ or ‘no’ from the Lord when we see someone in need. What should we do then? I believe that we should try to not overanalyze the situation, but simply to act with compassion. Even unbelievers (shall I say even atheists?) practice ‘random acts of kindness’ for their fellow man, how much more should a child of God help the helpless! If we are feeling unsure or hesitant in any way, then this might be the Lord’s way of saying that now is not the time, but we still need to be open in the future for areas that we can minister to the needs of others. Again, the key is listening to the still small voice of the Holy Spirit who promises to lead and direct us.

Oswald Chambers also states in his Feb. 5 devotional that we are called to be doormats- “Are you willing to sacrifice yourself for the work of another believer- to pour out your life sacrificially for the ministry and faith of others? Or do you say, ‘I am not willing to be poured out right now, and I don’t want God to tell me how to serve Him. I want to choose the place of my own sacrifice. And I want to have certain people watching me and saying, “Well done”.’ It is one thing to follow God’s way of service if you are regarded as a hero, but quite another thing if the road marked out for you by God requires becoming a “doormat” under other people’s feet...Some saints cannot do menial work while maintaining a saintly attitude, because they feel such service is beneath their dignity.’

During the time when the New Testament was being written, a wife was expected to bring up godly children, but she would not be allowed on the widow’s list unless she had also shown hospitality to strangers and devoted herself to every good work and had assisted those in distress, among other qualities (1 Tim. 5:10). The idea is to make it a lifestyle of charity, not one of legalism or a set standard of rules that are forced and fake. I am not supposed to be like the Pharisees who did “all their deeds to be noticed by men” (Matt. 23:5), but I am supposed to let my “light shine before men in such a way that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father who is in Heaven”- Matt. 5:16. I am also not saying that we should put our ministry to our husbands and children on the back-burner- may it never be! On the contrary, the lifestyle of ‘stranger’ hospitality should be all-encompassing with my children being given ample opportunities to humbly serve alongside their mother. The idea of this type of radical hospitality is foreign to me; I was not taught it while growing up. I do not desire for my children to grow up living in an isolated bubble, always talking about ‘one day they will leave the home and minister to God’s people’, when there are plenty of chances to be serving here and today.

One day recently, my husband called while shopping in town and told me he stopped to help a man on the side of the Interstate who needed a ride to Texas. My husband got out of the car, went over and sat next to the man on the side of the road and began talking to him, “friend to friend”. He offered for the traveler to come to our home for dinner, but the man wanted to stay near the Interstate in case he was able to catch a ride. My husband was able to buy him some food at the store so he wouldn’t be hungry. The man was short $10 to pay for a room at the hotel for the night, so my husband went inside the hotel lobby with him to pay the extra $10. After the man had filled out the appropriate paperwork and was paying, my husband felt led to pay for the entire room. He looked at my husband and said, “You must be a Christian.” My husband said, “Yes, I am. How did you know?” And the man replied, “I can tell by the way you’re treating me”. The world has heard a lot of words spoken loudly from Christian circles, but the world will not remember us by our words, but by our actions. I am reminded of what Job said, “If I have kept the poor from their desire, or have caused the eyes of the widow to fail, or have eaten my morsel alone, and the orphan has not shared it, if I have seen anyone perish for lack of clothing, or that the needy had no covering…let my shoulder fall from the socket and my arm be broken off at the elbow.” (Job 31:16-22).

We are told that we should ‘not neglect to show hospitality to strangers, for by this some have entertained angels without knowing it’ (Heb. 13:2). Up until this point of my life, I have not given myself many opportunities to entertain angels. That is a pity! I’d love to find out one day in Heaven that I served angels in my home!

If you have fed the hungry, invited a stranger into your home, clothed those living in poverty, visited those who are sick or in prison, please share those stories with others around you. I am sure the Lord would delight in seeing a revival of family service that plants seeds in the lives of our children at home as well as the needy of the world.

“Our people must also learn to engage in good deeds to meet pressing needs, so that they will not be unfruitful”- Titus 3:14.

By Brenda Weatherly

Wife for 14 years to Mike, Mother to Andrew-17, Tiffany-11, Kaylie-9, Isaac-7, Lillia-5, Josie- 18 months, and a new blessing arriving mid-March 2010.

http://www.ilovejesus.com/myhome/brendaw/

Brenda hosts a monthly Above Rubies Bible Study for mothers living in the East Tennessee area SW of Knoxville. It meets the 1st Thursday of each month and all mothers and children are welcome. E-mail brendaw@jesusanswers.com for more information.